I've Lost My Mind

"I put my heart and my soul into my work and lost my mind in the process"

Difficult To Love or Easy To Love?

Someone told me, it's easy to love but I am hard to love people back.
Just because I am not expressing my affection and describing emotional responses to others doesn't mean I care less.

Common perception, attractive person that hard to love back, others will say they know what the best by being selective.
But for not so attractive person, others will called they are being too choosy.
Why double standard? Cant everyone equally have the right to choose what the best in life.

My cousin is getting married and I have to face all relatives that will come on the wedding day at my hometown.
They might be really concern of me for not being married yet, but by commenting and judging everything is not going to help me.

If I end up old and no one by my side, hopefully I don't have that mentality.

What A Day...

"The moment when you have so much work but so little time"

Good Morning

"Don't start your day with the broken pieces of yesterday."

Feel out of place at the workplace

Between 8.30am to 6pm, I feel isolated and stuck between two worlds.

Not friendly? I am just a Shy Introvert

Please ..

• Don't talk loudly.  I feel embarrass.
• Don't do small talk about irrelevant topics.
• Don't expect me to have as much conversation as you.
• Don't make eye contact with me. I am very shy even if I know you.
• Don't make me feel trap in awkward conversation.
• Don't force, pressure me to do something which obviously not in my comfort zone.  

Please ...

• Do approach me first.
• Do not use a loud frenzied voices. I am quiet a shy person.  I appreciate someone who talk quietly and in a gently manner.  
• Do make minimal eye contact. I feel uncomfortable.  The less you do an eye contact, the more likely I'll speak nicely with you.

Life is hard